So take my picture
and take a sharpie
draw those wings
and just pretend.

i'm through with it, all of it.
i simply don't care anymore. i
don't wanna care anymore. i'm
walking away now & you can
say or do what you want. it's
not gonna stop me. i'm done
with caring about you.

Do you ever jump to the phone cause you're
praying that ONE person is calling?
Well, do you know what it feels like
to be let down EVERY time?

Guys Are Like
~Laxatives. They irritate the crap out of you.
~Weather. Nothing can be done to change them.
~Blenders. You need one, but you're not quite sure why.
~Commercials. You can't believe a word they say.
~Department stores. Their clothes are always 1/2 off.
~Government bonds. They take so long to mature!
~Mascara. They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
~Popcorn. They satisfy you, but only for a little while.
~Snowstorms. You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get, or how long it'll last.
~Lava lamps. Fun to look at but not very bright!
~Parking spots. All the good ones are taken, and the rest are handicapped

beginnings are scary - - endings are sad
it`s the middle that counts the most
so don`t look so hard for happy endings..
cause you might miss the
[ best ] [ part ] [ of ] [ the ] [ story ]

If we're meant to be with eachother, we will be. Maybe not now, or tomorrow, but later and I can promise you that

people always ask me,                                                                                                   "how can you like him?"                                                                                                "why do you love him?" but it's okay. i don't want
them to understand because then
they'd love him as much as I do.

& L a t e l y
y o u r  a l l  i  t h i n k  a b o u t . . . <3

I still get wildly enthusiastic about little things... I play with leaves. I skip down the street and run against the wind.

just live a little <3
so stop planning your life and let it plan
itself, quit trying to find the perfect boy
and let him find you. if you don't want
drama ; then don't talk shit. things are
only as complicating as you make them.

so we [ fall ] for stupid boys. we make
lots of dumb [ mistakes ] we like to act
stupid, talk really fast, & [ laugh ] really
loud. but us [ teenage ] girls, we're really
good at one thing ;; staying [ strong ] <3
in order to be irreplacable
one must always be
d i f f e r e n t .

nobody understands how much i miss you. miss
how much we used to talk and miss all the things
we used to do. i try not to admit it to myself that
i still feel this way. nobody knos that i still wake
up thinkin of you each day... i still think of you n
i really do miss you. i would give up everything i
to have you

Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl.

you're the only thing that can fix her
good luck. you'll need it.
because boy, she's broken in half

sometimes even though you`re having
a good time, you can`t help but stop and think
about the good old days

they were in mad love
until she woke up.

it`s the kinda crush when i just finish putting up my away message,
about to walk out the door, but he signs on
& suddenly, whatever i was gonna do,
& where ever i was gonna go doesn`t matter anymore ..
talking to him does

love never wanted me

she finally lets go of her fake smile & the tears slowly roll down her face
as she whispers in the mirror "i don`t wanna be me .. "

boy, i don`t know what you do ..
but you`ve really got me smiling & i`m really starting to like you 

don't ever tell me if you stop loving me

they say time heals everything.
yeah, like when you're six feet beneath the dirt,
that kind of time?
look on the bright side of things.
... you're still breathing.

damn this destiny
and damn this twist of fate
and damn its five am
and i'm still awake.

it's kinda like you're a rockstar and i just want your autograph on my heart.

i know i'm full of disappointments
and insecurities, but i can promise you
there is a part of me worth keeping.

touchdown turnaround
i never see you around
anywhere or anymore
you are what i'm looking for ;;
i am yours and you are mine.

all a girl really wants is for a perfect boy to
grab her hand and take her off to
a place where she can just
be herself 

we don't talk anymore
and i don't know why...
it's like you gave me wings,
then said it's illegal to fly.

i know you're too good for me,
but i still can't stop daydreaming about
what should have been.

his heart's finally broken,
and she's finally gotten her revenge.
she's finally vindicated for the nights
she just couldn't stop crying.
and he's finally crying, but you know
what? she's still not happy.
i guess heartbreak isn't her
expertise.

hush, little baby,
don't say a word.
and never mind that noise you heard.
it's just the beast under your bed
in your closet,
in your head.

they ask me why i like him
and all i can say is
"he cared when no one else did."

she's done trying to be perfect.
she's worn out,
and she has nothing left to give.

remember when we were together?
yeah, me neither.
it's just another "should have been"

maybe it will get better soon.
maybe we'll be better again.
maybe we were never okay in the first place.

so here i am, looking pretty.
for you & only you.

nothing is wrong.
& asking is against the rules.
crying is against the rules.
you're strong:
don't let them break you.
they're trying to destroy you.

make sure the things you're living for are worth
                                d
                                y 
                                i
                                n
                                g
                               for.

not even make-up could make her
beautiful.
because real beauty is loving
yourself.
& that's something she could
never do.

so dear boy,
would you run with me?
would you take a walk with me?
would you try to save me if i jumped off a cliff?
would you even cry over my body?
would you leave after this?
would you move on?

don't stop talking when they don't listen.
don't stop looking when the world has gone dark.
don't stop touching when he pushes you away.
don't stop reaching out for those who need care.
don't stop loving... when all else fails.

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im bored......ok well heres some quotes..i dont feel like puttin up pics right now...sorry!!!!

      You see her smiling & laughing in the hallway, you'd never know she cried herself to sleep last night.

      I wish I could drive away into the sunset, back to the day that we first met. Only believe the things I wrote, and put it in a note. Yea, cross my t's and dot my i's.  Better say hello, don't you dare say good-bye. I'll write Sincerely yours & sign my name. P.S. I love you, forever & today

     Remember every single word you say. Okay, i'm not naive & i'm not that stupid. I've been broken before. I can deal. I'm not scared of moving on with my life. What i'm scared of is that i'll realize somewhere along the road you were in my life.

       Pretty in pink. Polos & pearls. Nothing compares to us, Cute, Classy girls.

    We both commited the perfect crime.  You stole my heart and I stole yours.

    She looks into your eyes & she wonders if you feel the same, but you leave her wondering, so she waits for you. She's waiting, but she won't wait forever.

     You don't realize how strong a person is, until you see them at their weakest moment..

     I don't want to know i'm hurting him. That would hurt me more inside. I never wanted things to end this way. But, I guess it just wasn't the right time.

     We're all going to shine when our
time comes, it's just a matter of not giving up until then.

     Each & everyday that passes, i realize more & more that boyfriends aren't all that important. It's the best friends that really matter.

     Life isn't waiting for the storm to pass. It's about learning how to dance in the rain.

     No matter how much I don't want to believe it, maybe we just aren't meant to be.

      Life is about chasing after the things you truely think are worth it, even if they don't happen.

     There's a big world out there. Bigger than prom, bigger than high school, & it won't matter if you were prom queen or the quarterback of the football team, or the biggest nerd in school. What will matter is just to find out who you are & try not to be afraid of it.

    It's weird walking past those people that used to be your best friends, feeling like you hardly even know them.

    And slowly, as the years go on, you lose friends you never thought you would.

   Mind racing, knees shaking, stomach dropping, heart stopping, toungue tied, eyes wide...I just cant get you off my mind.

   I wish you could just walk in my shoes for once, I bet you'd fall after the first two steps.

  I'm smiling on the outside & breaking on the inside.

  My mother said boys have no hearts, I always thought she was right. Well, my mother was wrong, that boy has my heart.

  Here's to the kids. This is for you. The kids who would rather spend their night with a bottle of whiskey & music playing on their headphones than go to some vomit-stained highschool party. Here's to the kids whose 11:11 wish was wasted on one person, who will never be there for them. Here's to the kids whose idea of a good night is sitting on the hood of a car, watching the stars. Here's to the kids who never were too good at life, but still were wicked cool. Here's to the kids who listened to Ray J & Ne-yo before they were popular. Here's to the kids who have crushes on a stupid lush. Here's to the kids who dance around & sing in the mirror when they're stuck at home, dateless, on a saturday night. Here's to the kids who have ever existed. Here's to the kids who have read perks of being a wall flower & didn't feel so alone after doing so. Here's to the kids who spend their days in photobooths with their best friends. Here's to the kids who are straight up smart asses & just don't care. Here's to the kids who consider a persons their lullaby for going to sleep. Here's to the kids who second guess themselves on everything do. Here's to the kids who will never have 100% confidence in anything the do, and to the kids who are okay with that. Here's to the kids, this is for you.

    The best things in life are the ones that you know you regret in the morning & know you will get in trouble, but you do them because they are things that are worth it.

    There is nothing a girl wants more, than the thing she knows she can't have.

     ok, well thats all for now

um..

uhh...im not sure what to put so heres more quotes...lol...haha

  Armed with an attitude that she knows how to use. She's going to get there anyway she can. Now, she knows what she wants. No one is going to stop her. Nothing's going to stop her. Nothing's ever going to hold her down. For all the doubters, non believers, the cynical that once were dreamers. One of these days, you'll know that you were wrong.
 
   I'm not perfect....i'll annoy you, piss you off, say stupid things. Then, take them back. But, if you pull all of that aside, then you'll see that you will never find a girl that cares more about you then I do.

  Love is too strong of a word to be said too early. But, it has too beautiful of a meaning to be said too late.
 
  She lives in her own world, where she loves him, and he loves her too.

  And she hates how she stays up half the night, analyzing his every word trying to find out if he's fallen for her as hard as she's fallen for him.
 
   It's a wonder, how a heart so young & so fragile, can break & still beat.

   I'm holding onto something that used to be there, hoping it will come back, but knowing it won't.
  
  You have no idea how hard it is to stand here without you knowing you mean everything to me.

  Do you ever feel like you're not good enough? Well, that's how I feel when i'm with you.
  
  I miss the way I feel when i'm with you, and tonight you're all I need.

  As we grow older it becomes more difficult to just believe. It's not that we don't want to. But, too much has happened that we just can't.
  
  All she wants to be in his "I Love You" profile.

  So this is good-bye? Thanks for the hurt & the pain. Thanks for the tears & the anger. Thanks for the promises, you didn't keep, for the things you said, but didn't mean, for the lies you told, for the secrets you told everyone. Thanks for the broken heart.
 
  She wishes she wasn't so good at destroying beautiful things, but she knows you don't get to pick what you're good at.

  Another poem, another line, another girl pretending she's fine, another hour, another day, she wishes she could get away. Another heartbreak, another tear, another, another excuse she doesn't want to hear. Another paper, another pen, she writes: "I want to be strong again." Another story, another lie, another night that she will cry. Another band, another song, another days passed, slowly gone. Another scream, another doubt, "KICK ME WHILE I'M DOWN!" to him she'd shout. Another forced smile, another broken heart, just another girl wishing life would restart.
 
  I hope you're happy now, because everytime i think of her with you it kills me.
 
  You don't know what you do to me. You don't have a clue. You don't know what it's like to be me looking at you.
 
  You're so cute, and i'm so overated. So, lets fall in love & make them hate us.

  Because you wrote my name across your hand. When I freak, you understand. There is not a thing you miss & i could get used to this. I'm feeling it coming over me. With you, it all comes naturally. Lost the reflex to resist. And i could get used to this.

  Sometimes you just gotta let your heart lead you even if you know it's somewhere you're not supposed to be.

  And we're that "can't stop touching each other in the back seat" kind of couple.

  This is where you & me mean nothing more than a crossed out heart carved into a tree in my backyard.

  Suddenly, you were everywhere. Stenciled into my eyelids & burned into my dreams.

  Just a short and simple conversation, between you & her. It's just enough to make her fall even more in love with you.

 I hate everytime you leave me, but i love the part when you turn around & smile on your way out the door.

  So, he whispers, i love you. But he keeps his fingers crossed.

  We lie awake, staring at the sky. My hand touching yours & yours touching mine.

  You'll write me letters, I'll call you on the phone. A wire away from touching & never quite alone.
 
  If you don't tell her how you feel, she'll find some other guy, who tells her all the things that shes wants to heat from you.

  So, you buried all his clothes & burned all the letters he wrote, but it doesn't it make it any better. Does it make it any better?  And the plaster dented from your fist in the hall, where you had your first kiss reminds you that the memories will fade.

  He said: "You're cynical & beautiful. You always make a scene. You're monochrome delirious. You're nothing that you seem. I'm drowning in your vanity. Your laugh is a disease. You're dirty & you're sweet. You know you're everything to me. & I want to tear down your defenses until there's nothing there but me. You're beautiful when you're angry. Your love is such a tease. I'm drowning in your dizzy noise, I want to feel you scream."

 But, when you still love. It's hard to even think of loving someone else.

 It's when you can't just sit with him. You need to feel him. Need his arm around you. When you want everyone to disappear, so you can be with him.

 Sometimes I wish I had never met you. Because, then, I could go to sleep not knowing someone like you was out there.

 I believe that two people are connected at the heart, and it doesn't matter what you do or who you are or where you live, there are no boundaries or barriers. If two people are destined to be together, they will be.

 ok...well im done...im out...holla!

Have you ever been searched by the cops: nope
Do you close your eyes on roller coasters: nope
When's the last time you've been sleigh riding: this past winter...i went with Tonya at her parents house...it was so much fun!!
Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone: someone else n we all know who
Do you believe in Ghosts: YES!
Do you consider yourself creative: i guess...i come up with my own words
Do you think O.J. killed his wife: yea
Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie: Jennifer Aniston...people say i look like her
Can you honestly say you know ANYTHING about politics: no not really
Do you know how to play poker: yep...hehe
Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight: yes! i slept for a day though
Do you kill bugs that are in the house: no...i pick em up and take em outside
Have you ever cheated on a test: nope! im honest
Do you have a secret that no one knows but you: yea and i want it to stay that way
Boston Red Sox or New York Yankees: NY Yankees
Have you ever Ice Skated: yea...im kinda good at it

How often do you remember your dreams: pretty often
When was the last time you laughed so hard you were crying: just a few minutes ago
Can you name 5 songs by The Beatles: ummm...no but my mommy can!
Do you believe in love at first sight: yep!
Do you know who Ba-Ba-Booey is: uhh no
Do you always wear your seat belt: yes! im afraid not to!
What talent do you wish you had: to whistle!!!
Do you like Sushi: its ok
Have you ever narrowly avoided a fatal accident: idk
What do you wear to bed: pj's!
Have you ever been caught stealing: no...never have
Does size matter: yea i guess
Do you truly hate anyone: YES!!
Rock and Roll or Rap: Rap
If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be: idk...
Do you have a relative in prison: no but i have a feeling timmy will end up there!...lol sorry timmy
Have you ever sang in front of the mirror like your favorite singer: maybe...lol
Do you know how to play chess: i did but i forgot...thank god
What food do you find disgusting: HERSHEY BARS!!
Did you ever play, "I'll show you mine, if you show me yours?": maybe...
Have you ever made fun of your friends behind their back?: once but it was literally behind their back and i was playin around so does that count?
Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew?: yep!
Have you ever been punched in the face?: no but ive been slapped...timmy *cough cough* 
When is the last time you threw up from drinking too much?: i dont think i have
Have you ever walked out on a movie at the theater?:  nope

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BEST
1. Best male friend: connor landers
2. Female friend: not gonna say!
3. Vacation: bahama's

1. Time of day: midnight or 11:11:11
2. Day of the week: Friday or Tuesday (idk why tuesday)
3. Food: mac n cheese or fries
4. Memory: when i was with my papaw for a day before he got sick and died...*tear*

LAST
1. Person you saw at school: geez..it was a long time ago..lol
2. Talked to on the phone: korie
3. Text: amber
4. Person who Instant Messaged: brad
5. Kiss: ...
6.Person you hugged: candice

TODAY
1. What are you doing now: takin this survey...durr!
2. Wearing: my kitty pj's...lol
3. Better than yesterday?: i guess
TOMORROW
1. Is: Thursday
2. Got any plans: packing
3. Goal: not to trip over something!
4. likes about tomorrow: nothing really

FAVORITE
1. Number: 2!
2. Song: Swing Swing & Silhouttes
3. Color: blue n pink 

CURRENTLY
1. Missing someone: yes! very much!!
2. Mood: idk..lol...sad i guess
3. Wanting: to talk to william

boy that was fun...well im gonna go now...~!~byebye~!~

Currently Watching The Good Son see related

Hey yall whats ^?! Me nothing just watching television and helping my mom with this photo..she wants me to change the color and the size so she can hang it on the wall of her bathroom lol....it's so confusing I used to know how to do it,but now i'm not so sure...Newayz..Hows yall summer going so far?? Mine nothing at all cuz we havent been going anywhere!!!I'm watching some movie called The Good Son its about ..An evil child terrorizes a visiting cousin who turns for help, but no one believes him..Ive seen it before, but it was a long time ago and man I LoV tHiS mOvIe So MuTcH!!!Well I gotta go get my mom to help me out on the photo so bye bye

<3:Haley

And thanks for the complament about my background Tiffany..